"TRACES OF MY LIPSTICK"

TRACES OF MY LIPSTICK...ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR THE RIGHT MAN FOR ME...IVE COME ACROSS MEN WHO ARE NOT LOYAL, DISRESPECTFUL, WHO CHEAT, LIE, STEAL, SOME OF THE WORST...BAD GUYS, I'VE TRIED GOOD GUYS...THEY JUST SEEM ARTIFICIAL TO ME...I CANT LIE, I NEVER LET A MAN GET TO CLOSE TO ME, I DO WHAT I WANT WITH HIM, THEN IM DONE, NO COMMITMENT NO NOTHING...I BARELY ANSWER MY PHONE FOR A MAN. I'M JUST NOT INTO BEING WITH SOMEONE WHO I KNOW I WILL EASILY GET BORED WITH. THE REASON I SAY TRACES OF MY LIPSTICK IS BECAUSE I'VE ESTABLISHED CERTAIN RELATIONSHIPS WITH CERTAIN MEN THAT THEY'LL NEVER LET GO...WE ARE LONG TERM FOREVER... THOUGH WE WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER...WE ARE NEVER FAR FROM EACHOTHER... IT'S LIKE I HAVE AN AFFECT ON GUYS, THAT THEY ALWAYS WANNA BE CLOSE TO ME, HAVE ME AROUND FOREVER, NO MONEY CAN AMOUNT TO THE LOVE THAT THEY HAVE FOR ME AND I HAVE FOR THEM. MY EX FIANCE' HE BROKE MY HEART IN NUMEROUS AMOUNTS OF WAYS, NOW HE'S SUFFERING EVERYDAY FROM LOSING ME, THOUGH WE HAVE A DAUGHTER TOGETHER I CAN NEVER BE FAITHFUL TO HIM, BECAUSE HE WASNT TO ME, HE WAS THE BEST AND WORST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME... HE GAVE ME THE WORLD WHILE HE STILL FUCKED WITH OTHER GIRLS... SO ILL CONTINUE TO LEAVE TRACES OF MY LIPSTICK AROUND, PLAYING IT SAFE, ALWAYS WRAPPING IT UP, TAKING MY TIME WITH EACH GUY, THEN GETTIN THE HELL ON, SURE NOT TO CATCH FEELINGS...SOME PEOPLE CALL ME A HOE, I'M FAR FROM IT...I DONT RANDOMLY FUCK ANY NIGGAHS. I HAVE A FEW LONG TERM FRIENDS THAT I'VE KNOWN FOR YEARS AND YEARS, AND ONE REALLY SPECIAL ONE WHO I MET AFTER MY SPLIT WITH MY FIANCE' HE HELPED ME GET OVER TAZ, WITHOUT ME CATCHING FEELINGS FOR HIM, AT FIRST IT WAS HARD, I FELT ALONE, IT WAS LONELY COLD NIGHTS, BUT MY DESIRE FOR HIM HELPED ME...MY LIPSTICK IS STAMPED..I SO OWN,...MY TERRITORY IS MARKED...THEY'LL FOREVER APPRECIATE ME... THE LOVE ...